if this is for the best, why are you stealing my heart?

listening: let me let go, faith hill

but as an actual matter of fact, I am also watching Center Stage on youtube, and avoiding writing. 

I have a poem that is knocking insistently in my brain, but I want more of it to show up before I start writing it. It's going to be the last thing I do before I fall asleep tonight because I don't want to lose it completely. I miss writing every day, I don't know how I got out of the habit of it. It's the one thing I don't want to forget...not how to do, but just to do.

So I'm not avoiding writing, I guess...just postponing.

Work tomorrow. Dad and Brett and Red Deer Friday.

ykylm,

rae